True love's kiss (continuation to "in love with a stranger")

Well it's been about 5 months since I met Jay. And I didn't really know what to write 'till now. It may have been 5 months since I met Jay, but it's been about a month since I last communicated with him. And you're probably wondering, what happened? What happened was, I made a mistake.
Everything went according to plan. I met him on spring break and it wasn't everything I imagined. It was better. Life is better when you don't have high expectations, because when it happens, the experience is much more liberating. I was fooled to thinking that he couldn't make it, but then he surprised me at the place me and my friend was eating. I wanted to cry so bad, but I don't know why I didn't. The night went by soo fast and it felt like I knew him forever. Throughout the night I found myself wanting to leave and get everything over with. But why? ? ? When it was time to say goodbye, it was one of the hardest things I had to do. Because in actuality we were going back to our lives. His being in Arizona and mines in Hawaii. Talking to him for soo long and not meeting him, hurt me a lot. But spending time with him, then leaving hurt me much more.
The months to follow after I left to come home was much more than I can handle. I got on that plane with something empty in me. I wasn't happy nor sad. I was just....? I didn't know what to feel. Looking out that window and seeing his home behind me and then seeing my home in front of me got me to realize that there was just too much miles between us.
I know that he loved me alot. His phone calls explained it all. But I just didn't know how to handle everything. We were thousands of miles away! The last day that I told him goodbye, was blah! I had to end it, because it hurt me and I knew that it was hurting him too.
I didn't get my happily ever after, but I did get a "true love's kiss." I always believed that you can fall in love without meeting someone, and I just proved to myself that I was right. I may not love him anymore, but I do care about him a lot. Because we have shared something that people search forever to find, A FAIRYTALE!